06 August, 2008

The Forgotten, maybe..

Great day, sarcastically speaking. I don't know if what I am about to post is something hurtful or illegal. But, I'll post it anyway. I will not mention names so I hope there is no problem about this post. I'll start off from first thing in the morning. Because it is already 12 am, everything that I am about to say happened yesterday. First thing in the morning, I woke up early than I thought because I went home early and slept early. When I woke up, it was kind of dark outside. I quickly knew what happened. It rained. Good thing to start your day. So there I was, standing and walking around my room thinking what to do next. I put all the things that I will wear for the day on my bed and after that, I grabbed my towel. I went in the bathroom and took a bath. While drying my whole body using my towel, I saw a huge spider on the toilet bowl. I just walked away without nothing to say. After I dress up, I went to the dining room which is also the kitchen which is also the living room and ate my breakfast. I even forgot to cut my nails. Damn! So I eat breakfast, drank coffee, smoke a cigarette, toothbrush, the stuff. When I looked at my watch, it was already 7:10 and my class starts at 7:40. 30 minutes to go. What a good way to start your day!

I just stared outside our Anfra while we were traveling to downtown Davao. The rain kind of stopped at that moment. I even brought a jacket and a knit cap, thinking that the rain would last the whole day. When I arrived at school, I felt a bit different. I was thinking of something but this something cannot pop out in my head at that time. So I went to the 5th floor for my PS 211 class. I don't know if I am lucky or unlucky but there was no class. So, I quickly went down and outside the school and played DotA until my next class which is at 9:15 am. My game in DotA was not really that good so I just watched Maria Ozawa videos on imeem. No pornography in there. Just teasers, actually.

Filipino 3. Our teacher gave our grades and explained to us why we got our scores on our first essay in the subject. I got 52/60. I am so proud of myself. I also thought that my essay pulled my poor grade from 70 something to 80 sharp. Hoooo! A sigh of relief. Or is that a sigh? I do not know. Unfortunately, a student's phone just rung and my teacher went from nice to a rampaged beast. She wants that cellphone on her table but no student wants to admit that it is their cellphone that just rung. So our teacher kept giving threats throughout our whole time until she left. These threats provoked our class president and our class president personally told us to surrender the cellphone. Knowing my classmates.. :) Next class, MC 90, major subject. Before this class, I went to Roxas to smoke and drink Magnolia. I stayed there for a few minutes and it was at that time that I got my first happy encounter of the day. It was seeing my crush in first year. She was my classmate in first year and because of her style, I liked her. But I am too shy to talk to her that is why I envy all my classmates back in first year that talked to her. Sad. :(

MC 90 class, reports, reports, and more reports and a quiz after the reports. I got a low score because I don't have the friggin' handouts because I was absent on the day the handouts were given. My friend Gear was outside my classroom while the report was going on so I went outside. We talked and I borrowed his cellphone to text Hannah. I texted Hannah if ever she was free and she replied that she doesn't know. Some errands to do and other stuff. I did not care about that. I told her that we should spend time together because her departure is nearing. I went back to class and after my class, Gear told me that Hannah was in Netopia. So both of us went down there and waited for Hannah. After she sent something, she invited us for lunch along with RJ and Ann Myles. The five of us had lunch together. I have something in my mind but I won't say it. So nevermind.

My day ended after watching The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor. I had fun watching the movie, although somehow sad because Hannah was not with me and I was expecting that we would watch a movie together. Sigh. It is true that you don't get anything you want. I think it's time for me to adjust and put my life in order. My life's a mess, that's what I tell to all the people who envy me because of my "talents" and my happy-go-lucky attitude. It's true. My life's a mess. A big mess.

And before I will go really, really emotional, I just want to stop ranting(or saying) things that I know is not deserving to be in this post. I guess I shouldn't have written this post in the first place.

"Better by far that you should forget and smile than that you should" -Christina Rossetti

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